urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:existenz23 existenz23 existenz23 2008-09-23T17:12:39Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:existenz23:1399 2008-09-22T22:54:55Z 2008-09-23T17:12:39Z &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <span style="font-size: x-small"><span style="color: #ff0000"><span style=""><span style=""><span style=""><span style=""><em><strong>damn my life is fucked up i try hard but i still cant fix it.&nbsp;<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; all i want is to go back to school and get a job but i cant get shit.&nbsp;<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; i've been talk to this beautiful girl for a while.&nbsp;<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;she has a beautiful personality and she has style.&nbsp;<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;we have alot in common we even laugh at the same things.<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;i dont think she likes me the same way but i'm just going to wait and see how shit goes.</strong></em></span></span></span></span></span></span> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:existenz23:1147 2008-09-22T01:13:19Z 2008-09-22T01:13:19Z I had a okay...day today i woke up and smoked a joint and i just did nothing but watch tv,helped out my sister with the yard sale,smoked more weed.played cards with my nephew,smoked more weed.and watched some more tv and yeah what a boring fucking day im just glad i got high lol urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:existenz23:857 2008-09-20T01:21:20Z 2008-09-20T01:21:20Z Well to start off i'm currently unemployed and no matter what i do for some reason i can't find a job.And also i trying to go back to school so i can get my GED and to get my business degree so i can one day own my own club or tattoo/piercing place. now my love life see about that I DON'T HAVE ONE i guess i'm not boyfriend material or maybe i'm to ugly to go out with i don't know but i am talking to someone right now and we have a lot in common but she only likes me as a friend urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:existenz23:596 2008-09-19T15:04:31Z 2008-09-19T15:04:31Z <strong><u><span style="color: #ff0000"><span style="font-size: large"><span><br /></span></span></span></u><u><span style="color: #ff0000"><span style="font-size: large"><span>i'm really trying to fix my life but nothing i do seems to ever work</span></span></span></u></strong>